Listen,
if you’re going to leave, that’s fine.
and I know you promised you wouldn’t
seven months ago while I was crying
into your neck but I also know that
sometimes it rains even when it’s not
supposed to and sometimes boys
kiss girls they shouldn’t and we tear
flowers out of the ground just to watch
them die and things change,
so I understand if you’re done,
but please, when you’re packing all your
old sweaters and books, don’t forget
to take all your three AM phone calls,
and photographs where we’re smiling
so wide it looks like we’ve never known
that feeling in the pit of your stomach
when someone screams “I don’t love you
anymore.”
Take back every kiss, every night you
fell asleep next to me, every poem I
wrote you, every song you sang to
me, every “I love you more fight,”
every shock I felt in my skin when
you brushed against me.
I was never scared of ghosts until you
left but now I see you everywhere and
god if you’re going to kill me please
just do it quickly because I see you
in everything and it’s making it hard
to breathe

I won’t say I miss you but I think my mother knows anyway (via extrasad)

damn

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#MCM FOR DAYS, have mercy (at Steak ‘n Shake)

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Can’t say I’d be half as prepared to tackle college if it weren’t for his love and encouragement. My parents have been my backbone, and Chris my heart. I am highly favored, and in love. God is doing amazing things. I can feel it. Thank you, Chris, for being there through every emotion and mood swing. You have a way of making things seem not so bad, after all. You’re the man and I’m crazy about you. #bae #ew #mushygram #dale #jr #leeuarrival (at Lee University - Atkins-Ellis Hall)

#dale  #jr  #bae  #mushygram  #ew  #leeuarrival  

#leyonahjayde made her KyKy’s day today! I love her so. #leeuarrival #niece #multiracial #mixxxedchicks #igdaily

RIP

My family has always been private about our time spent together. It was our way of keeping one thing that was ours, with a man we shared with an entire world. But now that’s gone, and I feel stripped bare. My last day with him was his birthday, and I will be forever grateful that my brothers and I got to spend that time alone with him, sharing gifts and laughter. He was always warm, even in his darkest moments. While I’ll never, ever understand how he could be loved so deeply and not find it in his heart to stay, there’s minor comfort in knowing our grief and loss, in some small way, is shared with millions. It doesn’t help the pain, but at least it’s a burden countless others now know we carry, and so many have offered to help lighten the load. Thank you for that.

To those he touched who are sending kind words, know that one of his favorite things in the world was to make you all laugh. As for those who are sending negativity, know that some small, giggling part of him is sending a flock of pigeons to your house to poop on your car. Right after you’ve had it washed. After all, he loved to laugh too…

Dad was, is and always will be one of the kindest, most generous, gentlest souls I’ve ever known, and while there are few things I know for certain right now, one of them is that not just my world, but the entire world is forever a little darker, less colorful and less full of laughter in his absence. We’ll just have to work twice as hard to fill it back up again.

My only statement. My brothers’ are also online. Thank you for all your kindness, and goodbye for awhile guys. xo (via zeldawilliams)

sesamestreet:

We mourn the loss of our friend Robin Williams, who always made us laugh and smile.

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aplaceforart:

you were not made for failure. / more art here

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Jim Morrison on stage at San Jose, 1968. Photo by Ed Caraeff.